finally back to blogging again
damn lazy to blog
or shld i say too tired to blog
when working with YX tis few day
dunno shld say she grown up or still immature
toking with her at work reali make me feel lyk laughing n crying at the same time
i dun blame her la
but she reali known nth abt me
i am still the guai guai shihui in her eye.
auntie came to work with us today
lucky she didn mention abt tat incident
i still rmb wat she tell me 'no mother will chase their child out of the house'
reali feel lyk asking her den wat do i count as
wat did i reali did wrong to be an unwanted child?
or am i reali so bad to be unwanted?
i jux wan to earn n support myself now
i dun wan to live upon them anymore
hai headache came finding upon me tis few day also
maybe i think too much le
everything seem to change recently...even him...
is my fault of neglect him?
or is it him getting further from me?
i reali hope i noe wat going on...
life reali sux tis few week
no direction. no dream. no goal.
i keeping asking where i am reali going...
or forever living lyk a zombie as currently
wat i am reali living for...for me? for him? for others?
i didn dare to ask for much anymore
i jux wan to go back to normal...
no matter wat life will still goes on for me=]
Saturday, December 15, 2007
BerLine❤ 11:56 PM |