i rather stay home forever than go sch. other than seeing my frenz, i dun think i hav other reason tat make me wan to attend sch. those stupid ppl call sch a second home but to me it is more lyk a jail, no freedom at all! trapped! we go there to study and wat the fuck do they nid to care abt wat we dress up lyk, it is just none of their business! hai dunno wat wrong with me tis days, seem lyk all feeling got mixed up. often become angry den scold the poor person who i find annoying or scolding myself stupid for crying over just a little thing. hai i onli got myself to blame. i am too spoil in the past no respect for other, now i am too spoil by my frenz, they ar all just too gd to me lor. things must reali go back to normal soon... i dun wan anyone to get hurt...no one.