i am damn tired from tis fucking mess... reali hope i can burn tat useless grey book... why do i nid to keep a book tat onli show those idiot mistakes i hav done? it wouldn help me in anyway except letting me feeling so ashamed of myself. i hav to tell lies jux to pretend tat book dun exist... but how long can i hide? forever? i doubt i could...
i am so damn lost tat i dun even know where i am heading to.
life seem to me is so pointless... everyday seem to be the repeated act of ytd... nth change except myself.
ppl tell me no matter wat life moved on. but is my life reali moving on? i think i hav been nvr been moving since 2 yrs ago...everything came to a stop and even i was gone, lefting a body without soul.
i reali cant think of anything to solve the problem...except letting those tears wash over me, hopping maybe i could wake myself up and get out of tat dark hiding place... or let me sank in it and be gone forever...
hai public holiday today
tml nid to get bck to sch again
toon of works is not done yet
including a apologised letter
plus tat grey book tat nid to be settle hai
time to stop...too tired to write on...
Thursday, May 31, 2007
BerLine❤ 3:51 PM |