it was raining so heavily outside
while i was writing this post
i just wish i could stand in the rain
hiding the tears amoung the raindrops
letting the droplets drain my doubt away
to stop me from thinking nonstop...
i dunno why i feel so fuck up today
lyk something hanging in my heart
the desire to get close
but yet i know it so impossible
or rather i dun hav the courage to...
i just feel so useless
letting it destroy my mood
taking my smile away...
monday blue again
wasnt late for sch
but didn go sch again
simply i really not in the mood...
i dunno how long tis is going to last
neither did i know the old berline will be back or not...
slack at mac again
was busy engross in my playing n chatting
until i was going to buy my drink
den i notice the guy sitting opposite me staring
it is so damn uncomfortable with him staring la
so i diao him hopping he stop
but it make no use la
he just look lyk prevert staring la
so i told yuki...
she turn around to give the guy tat look
n change place to sit beside me haha
then she start nagging to go tampine to buy siew jun present
but i dun feel lyk getting up
so i let her nag for 1 hour
before i pack up to go
we ended up at causeway point instead of tampine mall...
bought a bear necklace for SJ
n i bought a letter 'B' necklace for myself
before finally heading back home...
mummy ask for help again!
everytime i had to settle tis type of problem...
heard she got nose bleed again
tis not the first time already
sure something was wrong
so how can i not help her settle?
although i reali dislike helping her
but overall she is still my mother...
we nvr know whether or when it will spread
wat if one day she is gone out of sudden
would tis family still survived?
hai i could onli help to lessen her worries
let her live more happily...
Monday, October 20, 2008
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