smooth for today...
instead i shld say it is a pleasant day
finally my mood go for a change
not totally back to my old self
all least it is not as bad as the days before
but I am super sleepy!
attended school today
obviously bcoz there is UT today
almost late but i got there on the spot...
lesson was damn hard today
i could onli understand the first part
but couldn figure out the second part
in the end i gave up all...
told the faci i got something on
n went home early after presenting
the moment i step into home
the pleasant mood just vanish
seeing the chao of the house
sometime i reali wish i can moved out asap
ppl in tis house make life miserable for each other
ever since the day mummy wan to chase me out
i swear tis was not my home anymore
n i will sure moved out no matter wat...
she can make watever empty promises again
but i am not going to tolerate anymore
just lyk my words hit her straight today
bcoz she is just so guitly conscious
i decided to join the fashion show
at first was lack of model
but in the end manage to ask lianli and siewjun to be our model
n yuki was the backup herself...
pls do not last min blackout ppl
I wont wan Elena to force me
Neither wont u wan to see a no look, no figure n ugly model on stage=]
the show will be held on 2nov
at woodland CC...
hope everything will goes well
at least i can keep my mind occupy for the sch holiday
letting off the problem
i got onli one thing in mind
something tat i cannot predict the outcome...
he seem near yet so far
i dun hav the courage to get near
onli hope he will be fine with everything...
他的小小主动的现象
让我感觉到他为人的好
但当我有点想靠近时
那些现象却不见了
而我却不敢主动靠近
只能站在原地
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
BerLine❤ 10:18 PM |