wat is past is past le...
some ppl just dun understand anything
n all they know is use their bloody words
to poke at other ppl wound
blocking the way of moving on...
i had pay the price...
using tis relationship as a bet
to force him to study
in the end everyone say it was my fault
since u ppl disapproved of my way
so why dun u ppl help him in the first place?
he had already moved on
happily with his new gf...
den why cant i move on too?
everyone tell me to ignore those comment
but is it possible for me to reali ignore it?
i tried but i am reali so tired...
class as usual today...
wasnt late n i did attend sch
dun reali hav the mood
but i stay until the last meeting anyway...
someone play tat song 'guardian angel' during break time
it just hit me so strong tat i wanted to cry
letting me hate myself for been so stupid...
rush off to IG after class
onli a few ppl attended the meeting
had some event in the holidays
cant decide to join anot with my current mood
but 6CE point is a super gd chance...
i cant stop thinking on my way home
the feeling of crying bolt up again..
reali hope tat someone can lend me the shoulder to cry on
n after tat i will be back to the old berline
OR...
is there a kind of medicine
tat can make me sleep until 31dec
before waking up to celebrate my 17birthday
to start a fresh new life
treating everything just lyk a dream...
althought i know it is impossible
but i dunno how to make my mood better anymore...
我不知道为何我那么在乎他的所作所为, 但我知道是不可能的。。。
PS: this is the last time i am going to post something related to
him(spades) , so do not relate wat i post to him anymore bcoz
i am over with him n pls get ur fact right before commenting
next time, if not den mind ur own business.
i got my limit, dun blame me for been nasty!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
BerLine❤ 7:18 PM |