it is so hard to just ask for some peace?
after a long day out at school
i still hav to come home to heard her nagging...
sometime i reali think she is a failure as a mother
bcoz other than cooking the meal for family
she reali hope she can dun bother abt other thing
n the inproper handling of the financial by her
in the end had to been taken up by me...
every words of her just turn my mood around
from happy to hatred...
sometime i reali hope i can stay out until midnight
so tat at least i had peace outside
but i was onli 2 hrs late for home
n she had to give me moment of hell...
pls stop treating me like a child, mummy!
i dun nid u to give me all the things i want,
but all i ask for is just quiet time when i return home.
how many times i wanted to tell u to stop ur nonsense
but i just cant bring myself to say it out
bcoz i respect u as my mother
but did u respect me as ur daughter?
you vent ur stress n anger on us,
making the house so noisy everyday
but think back,
izzit all this cause by the wrong choice of yours?
i hope i still will be calling u mummy for the rest of my life,
not till i choose to leave everything behind n move
den there will be no turning back
bcoz i am tired n i had enough...
wake up damn early today.
agree to meet up for breakfast before sch
so had to force myself to wake up early
but in the end i was still late
lesson was gd today.
problem was easy to understand
n the faci didn confused but convince today haha...
den meet up with the supplier after sch
suppose to meet 5.30pm
but she was late until 6.30pm
anyway i got my new bag!!!
PS: about stranger tag,
i can onli say tat my post got nth to do with SpadeS.
that person i wrote abt is not SpadeS
bcoz i got nth to do with SpadeS anymore
neither do i even wan to mention abt him.
SpadeS is FOREVER gone in berline's life
so pls do not mention abt him again.
i got my new life=]
一整天, 每分每秒, 想着的人都是他。。。
Friday, November 07, 2008
BerLine❤ 9:15 PM |