No appetite. Tired. Self-torture.
today record is 25 hrs without food
i seriously got no appetite to eat
lazyness is just an excuse
forcing myself to eat is reali self-torture
other than nutrisoy n lollipop,
i take nth else...
class was gd today
got help from frenz for all the references
anyhow do, anyhow go
faci was very detail in everything
but lucky we manage to slip pass anyway...
super tired of thinking
although i keep telling myself there is nth to worry abt...
he seem so near yet so far
impossible to be reach
although i was in front of him
but he would nvr know how i feel abt him...
seeing him make me contented
but thinking more deeply make me confused
i couldn guess the ans i was seeking for
neither did i hav the courage to assume it
onli hoping one day the ans will reveal itself
bringing all the mixed feeling bolted inside away
returning the happiness i long for again
我总是装做无所谓
但其实十分在乎他
有再好条件的男生追
但满脑子都依然是他
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
BerLine❤ 10:33 PM |