Been very tired tis few days
either lack of sleep
or something reali bother me
making me losing myself in the process
whenever the sky rain
i reali hope i can stand in the rain
letting those droplet cover those tears
draining my thought away
three time of rejections
i still choose HIM over my perfect bf
some people say i was silly to give up on such a nice guy
but in my eye there is only HIM
i dun even know whether he know i was mentioning abt HIM
even if he knew
does it mean he dun care or what?
sometime i feel lyk i am a toy to HIM
played and abandoned
onli when he is happy
then he will turn his attention to me
making me so confused n unwanted...
although he was always around
although ppl say he like me
but his motive behind his action was hard to explain...
maybe we were reali just frenz
it was me the one who think too much
maybe it is reali time for me to give up on HIM too
i cant hold on much longer BOY!
tell me what to do pls...
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
BerLine❤ 11:34 PM |