Nightmares knock on my door again!
a painful on tis time round
the suffer was so much for the child n mother
just lyk in hell
both of them slowly painfully dying before my eyes
making me wake up in tears
helplessly i could onli see but could not save...
went to sch as usual
although i so dun wan to get up
cog was fun but tiring today
we had a debate n it totally drain me out
the onli thing tat caught my attention is the mention of unwanted child
the term was so familiar tat i been questioning it till now...
went home straight after sch
when mummy told me the "gd news"
i dunno why i feel so reluctant
to someone else
it will be a gd chance tat i had my freedom once again
but deep inside i knew tat not wat i wan
i can nvr imagine coming home with a empty house...
no matter how much i say i hate her
but i still cant bear to accept it
her health is one thing to worry abt
n i dun understand why other support her
i rather hope i am the one instead of her...
Maybe we're friends
Maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder...
Monday, December 01, 2008
BerLine❤ 10:04 PM |