Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Berline is back!changes had been madeon the outside or even the insideat least my mood was not tat bad anymorethx for those who care for this period of time=]27/12/2008out with mummy todaypampering time!went to salon for a changenew hair style n colour...love my hair colourbut my fridge is too short!it making me look nerdy somehow...a bit regret.went shopping after thatbefore heading to SM housen daddy fetch us back at night28/12/2008wake up damn early todayeveryone was invited to uncle new housewas so reluctant to wake upbut mummy say MUST go so no choice...reach there around 1 plusn all uncles was there already...stay there until 4 plusbefore heading to SM house againn daddy fetch us back again together with SM!she came over to stay overnight=]29/12/2008sleep 3am last nightbut drag myself off the bedat 10am in the morning...went out with SM around 11am.first we went to somerest roadto make bill payment for my laptop installment...i seriously hate hitachi more n more!den we went to city hall after thatto get refund for the singapore flyer but was told we can onli get the refund at downtown east instead!so we went to meet mummy n SM mother at chinatown insteadwent shopping again until 5 plusden we went down to E.hub to get the refundn had our dinner there before heading back home=]30/12/2008wake up at 12 plusden meet mummy at hougang mallwent to return the booksn bought a new pair of heel=] On the way to singapore flyer..jpg) SM=]
SM stayover=]
it been the same for the pass few days Hang out. Eat. Shop. Sleep. spend over 500 dollar just in this few days hope thing will still get better=] |
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| BerLine❤ 11:24 AM |
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Friday, December 26, 2008
Take Me To Better Days.
haven been posting for the past 2 daysneither will i be posting for the next few daysseriously i need a break or rather a change...i wont even be online for the next few daysso sms me if looking for me...hopefully i will be back after 31Dec.Looking Forward To... |
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| BerLine❤ 7:14 PM |
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
went out with SM into town againwas suppose to meet her at 12noonbut i overslept until 11.30am!rush down to bedok before heading to town...we started from far east plazeintend to buy a hoodie or a newbie shirt...but neither could we find the newbie shopnor a nice hoodie for christmas present...instead we bump into my cousin.so we headed to wisma topman to look for topbut before i can step my foot into the shopSM stop me saying "ehh 店里只有男的，我们两个女的很奇怪lei!"so i say "买衣服给男朋友没有错的啦!"before she is willing to step into topman...bought a nice red plain topn we walk around orchardbefore headed back to bedok for dinnern lastly back home=] |
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| BerLine❤ 11:18 PM |
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Monday, December 22, 2008
Definition Of Friends.what really is it?between me n her...is it wrong for me to throw my temperor is it her fault for not thinking before posting up?there is no more thinking of who is right n who is wrong.it is all not important anymorelet bygones be bygones...i admit till now i still blocking herbcoz even when i open up the conversationi dunno wat to say to her anymore...she once told me: "Don't always blame it on others when things happen. Blame it on youself instead".but i hope tat still apply on herself...we quarrel not bcoz of othersit is not the content tat matterbut it is the person who wrote the content tat matter to me...Although it all doesn matter nowbut i still hope she understand one day...To someone: I didn mean anything from saying all this. Everything shall stop here from this point of time. |
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| BerLine❤ 7:11 PM |
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Saturday, December 20, 2008
Instrinct are so unpredictable.sometime thing might look this way,feel this way,but instead it is actually it is another...what i had pray for didn actually came throughalthought i cannot confirmbut the answer i seeking for is obviousobvious enough for me to give up nowbeen single for 2 month plussurprisely the feeling to play is not there anymoreit is time to move onbut i wont let history repeat againgoing to find someone who reali understand me insteadi will be waiting till i meet tat someone=P ...Goodbye rainbow prince.To someone:It might be proven that your instrinct might not be right everytime bcoz it is wrong this time.I dun regret stopping you for posting that in your blog that time.Let bygones be bygones. |
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| BerLine❤ 2:47 PM |
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Friday, December 19, 2008
onli one week had pastand i am rotting at homewanted to go tampine mall with mummybut i landed at home insteadbcoz i woke up so damn late this daysi rather live in those beautiful dreams=]so i stay home and pack my room insteadtoday is didi birthdayso we went out for his birthday dinnercombine with my early birthday dinnerbcoz she say she is busy when time come...in the end i bought 3 tops and 2 shorts=]HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIDI...my memory had been so bad recentlypromised to celebrate Meng ORD last satbut i onli remember it today...so sorry!we shld meet up another day instead=P |
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| BerLine❤ 11:47 PM |
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Beautiful love in dreams, nothing in reality.dreams had been beautiful this daystwo different dreams each nighteach with different guyidentity been unknownyet beautiful love so deepbut back in the realitythere is nothingno such beautiful love...could i stay forever in those dreams?
or is there a guy that could give such beautiful love?stay home all day long todaybcoz vienna came!it been weeks since i last saw her...she is still so that cuteexcept she become more smart=] |
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| BerLine❤ 7:57 PM |
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
The word independent pop up in my mind again
those emptiness had faded in once more
n i long to move out really soon.
i decided not to care anymorework n enjoy are my goals
fun and money are my target
i dun belong in tat home anymore
save up so tat i can move out soon...heard from YH the usual job is here
decided to take it up again...
history shld not repeat itselfnew plans shld be draw up soon15 more days to my day!
PS: anyone wan to work with me n YH during chinese new year tell me k=]试着不去想你，时间会真的帮我吗? |
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| BerLine❤ 11:56 PM |
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Monday, December 15, 2008
few days nvr post le three week holiday is here n i find myself damn lazy to post... went bedok to find SM today go settle some bills before going to buy the white canvas shoes it goes super nice with hotpink shoeslace... i am either to get the heart sneaker or the same canvas shoes as SM=P after which SM stay overnight at my house we chat all night until 5am before dropping dead...  SM creation. Her nice making of my tatty sock=P |
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| BerLine❤ 11:40 PM |
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
every little closeness had vanishinstead to make things betteri choose to run awaynot wanting to face the slient in betweenevery moment just hurtknowing he was just so nearyet seem so far away from memaybe tat was his answertelling me not to like himtime will slowly take things awaymaybe when next semester comething will get betterbut will i give up?went to sch todaybut was seriously not in the moodthe more i stay in classthe worst i feltso i ended up the library...gastic pain acted up at the wrong timeso went home around 4pmbut no one was home...自从遇见你，我才发现爱会让人喘不过气You took my Breath away, Boy... |
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| BerLine❤ 10:31 PM |
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i am nth to youtat why u can take me for granted lyk tis...i tell u bcoz i trust un u too promised u wont say it outbut acting on ur own record without even asking for my permissionu think u ar helping mebut do you think everyone is lyk u?u think everyone must accept u as who u arbut do u ever reflect on ur own character before?not everyone can be as tolerate as men i got my limit toono matter how unhappy i ami nvr voice it out bcoz i respect u as a frenzor even as a sisterbut do u even hav any respect for me?if i want to tell himi would hav say it out long ago...but i choose not tobcoz i got my reason for not saying.do u know u ar just trying to make me look stupid by posting tat up on ur blog?worst of all u choose to betray meif u ar reali my frenzu would hav think for me on my stand.my advice for you is to reflect on urselfu had everything just tat u nvr knowsometime changing urself doesn mean losing urselfit mean to make u a better persontake it or not is up to ueverything shld stop herei got enough... |
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| BerLine❤ 6:55 PM |
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Monday, December 08, 2008
been going out for the weekendfinally get to stay home n rest todaysprain my neck after waking upso damn paintill now still weird weird onebeen raining the whole dayat first wanted to go bedokto go collect money from mei to pass yukin also help yuki make chocolatesin the end i stay home watching《粉紅教父小甜甜》the whole day...i cant wait to get back schhope tat my neck will be fine tmlanyone wan to hav breakfast with me at toastbox tml?=] |
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| BerLine❤ 9:42 PM |
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Saturday, December 06, 2008
no more turning back anymore
she had decided to do it
leaving everything at homeinstead she seem more happier tis waytraveling with her here n there just for one dayalready make me very tiredimagine she had to do tat everydayit just make people worry abt it...some people ar there to push u downbut must u care so much abt wat they say?sometime i just think u might be thinking too muchso much that u push everything to usu can say those words infront of mei am used to it n i dun care anymorebut pls not say it in front of didibcoz i wont wan him to take the same path as meif you keep wanting to compared us to othersu will forever think we are uselessbut i can be sure tat we wont make other look down upon us...so stop making ur comparison mummy!we ar HUMAN not THINGS!有时候我会累会很想放弃他但我更怕后悔letting me go might be a better choice darylfind someone more worth whileit will be better than wasting ur time on me.For me, in my eye there is onli HIM... |
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| BerLine❤ 11:53 PM |
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Friday, December 05, 2008
somtime thing just wasnt wat we thinksomeone who i thought i can tok withjust wasnt someone i can pour out toi rather dump everything herethan to received the same reply i always getbcoz it made no different...i just feel so shittyit getting worst than ytdn my head just hurt with tat fever...maybe i was just dumbi choose to gave up once more bcoz of himbut yet it was another day of ignorancei dun even dare to tok to himonli letting the time passhopping it will get back to normal...我的心总被你悬在半空中错过或放弃了谁我都没有重要一点点的感觉只要你的安慰就算这世界说我错了但我还是只喜欢你一个人You are the sunshine in my lifeBut do you reali know? |
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| BerLine❤ 11:04 PM |
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Thursday, December 04, 2008
the lyrics had been playing in my mind the whole daymaybe we ar frenzmaybe we ar moremaybe it just my imaginationor maybe the person he like is my frenz...for the whole dayhis ignorance just blown me offfeeling more unwanted every secondthe little closeness with himjust vanish like tis...i dun hav the courage to walk up to himto say wat i wan to say to himi could just blame myself for been so uselessit been raining the whole dayrain droplets like crying tearsi wan to stand in the rainletting those droplet drain me awayinstead of putting up tat fake smilepretending i dun care at all...i onli hope i know whyor wat reali is wrongjust wish he will be like before... |
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| BerLine❤ 7:48 PM |
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Been very tired tis few dayseither lack of sleepor something reali bother memaking me losing myself in the processwhenever the sky raini reali hope i can stand in the rainletting those droplet cover those tearsdraining my thought awaythree time of rejectionsi still choose HIM over my perfect bfsome people say i was silly to give up on such a nice guybut in my eye there is only HIMi dun even know whether he know i was mentioning abt HIMeven if he knewdoes it mean he dun care or what?sometime i feel lyk i am a toy to HIMplayed and abandonedonli when he is happythen he will turn his attention to memaking me so confused n unwanted...although he was always aroundalthough ppl say he like mebut his motive behind his action was hard to explain...maybe we were reali just frenzit was me the one who think too muchmaybe it is reali time for me to give up on HIM tooi cant hold on much longer BOY!tell me what to do pls... |
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| BerLine❤ 11:34 PM |
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
tiring day todayonli sleep 4hrs ytdin the end i could not even open my eyeswas late n miss the UT againstay until second breakout then run off again...i dun understand why so people need to get so unhappy just bcoz i choose to make my own decisionif you do not want to think about urselfbut think for others can?i admit i phrase my words the wrong wayi say "wed can pon"which my pon mean that i can run off half waynot mean that i can not going to sch at allif u think that i broke my promisedthen go ahead and think what u wani wont apologised bcoz i just want to do something right can? |
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| BerLine❤ 9:14 PM |
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Monday, December 01, 2008
Nightmares knock on my door again!a painful on tis time roundthe suffer was so much for the child n motherjust lyk in hell both of them slowly painfully dying before my eyesmaking me wake up in tearshelplessly i could onli see but could not save...went to sch as usualalthough i so dun wan to get upcog was fun but tiring todaywe had a debate n it totally drain me outthe onli thing tat caught my attention is the mention of unwanted childthe term was so familiar tat i been questioning it till now...went home straight after schwhen mummy told me the "gd news"i dunno why i feel so reluctantto someone elseit will be a gd chance tat i had my freedom once againbut deep inside i knew tat not wat i wani can nvr imagine coming home with a empty house...no matter how much i say i hate herbut i still cant bear to accept ither health is one thing to worry abtn i dun understand why other support heri rather hope i am the one instead of her...Maybe we're friendsMaybe we're moreMaybe it's just my imaginationBut I see you stare just a little too longAnd it makes me start to wonder... |
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| BerLine❤ 10:04 PM |
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